What do I see when I look inside a mirror?
What do I see when I stare at my own reflection in the mirror? What do I hope to gain by looking at it?
I’ve always wondered… who am I? what do I want in my life? what is the reason of my existence? Tell me, "Who am I really?" I just can’t seem to figure that out. I’ve seen myself a thousand times in the mirror and all I see is just an ordinary girl, confused and trapped inside that shallow space, wanting to break free but unable to do so. Why is it so? No matter how I try to help her, no matter how much I try to reach to her, I can’t seem to break through. It’s frustrating and painful to wanting to do something but can’t…
What can I do? What am I supposed to do? I just don’t have any idea at all. I feel lost in the world… with nothing to hang on to.
I hope someday, I’ll find my way… and be able to see a different light when I look at my own reflection. Maybe then, I’ll finally be able to move on forward.
October 29th, 2008 at 12:40 am
Well said.